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is this how we say goodbye?

2010-02-16T01:40:00.002+08:00

Goodbye my friend it's hard to die,
when all the birds are singing in the sky,
now that the spring is in the air,
pretty girls are everywhere,
think of me and I'll be there.

haaaihh. heello guys. i never thought that i will be studying in boarding school. hahaa. so yeah. i've a day left to spend. after the day after tomorrow, i'm officially not a seafieldian anymore. ceh. hahaha. so i'll update again tomorrow. see ya later people.

when i say i'm sorry, would you believe me?

2010-02-13T02:09:00.003+08:00

hallo there.

today was okay. i've just returned from futsal at u1. it was fun and tiring. haha. and then we lepakz at ehsan. oh, and today is iyad's bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY :) . haih. i got 4 days left before i go into mrsm. sigh. well, thats all there is.

i guess its time to say goodbye

2010-02-04T19:06:00.004+08:00

halllo there :D

school was okay lately, except for the homework. so much for our honeymoon year. ohyeah. i havent told u guys that i got into MRSM tun ghafar baba aka jasin at melaka. and yes, im going to study there. i've just decided it today. its hard to make the decision when you already have many awesome friends here on seafield. and yeah, hariz and aiman also will study at mrsm too. not the same mrsm though. haih. well, i'm sure that they wont be needing me anymore. right? haha. and thats all there is.

2010 sucks

2010-01-06T14:58:00.003+08:00

hye there.

well, i havent update my blog since, er, for a long time. i didnt had much time to update as i was 24/7 dota-ing and bleach-ing. yesterday yesterday was my first day of school and it was raining and when its raining, for sure there will be a traffic jam at the school and thats the reason i cant convoy with hariz and the gang. get it? so all the form 3 , 4 and some of the form fives went into the school hall. so yeah. after the form fives and the form threes went back to their classes the teachers started to divided us ( the form fours ) into our new class. which is suck. they told the straight a's students will go into 4a till 4d. that make me abit dissapointed. why? i rather keep it to myself. hahaa. i get into class 4d and iyad get into 4g. -.- so that makes me im alone in the class. i still can see him on recess and on the way back home lolz. well, its okay though. its not that really really bad. atleast there is azim to sit beside with. lolz. there were the people from my class too. alia and justin are some of them. my class teacher is pnjoyce which is a really nice teacher. so does the other teacher that teach me. im still in a dilemma which i should or not to go to MRSM if my application is accepted. well. i've got some bio hw to do. definition thingy. hahaha.

your love is my remedy

2009-12-11T01:59:00.002+08:00

hallo there. ah. in like 11 more hours im going to sit for hours and trying to remember what pnzunaidah and pnshuhaila thought me. xD. hahahaha. yeah. the ukkm exam. i'm not going to the asrama though. i prefer to stay here in seafield with my friends. :) hahaha. thats all there is

2009-12-09T19:11:00.002+08:00

hallo there!

the picture ( above ) was taken when i'm standard 4. which is the last class picture before they stopped giving out when i'm standard 5 and 6. lolz. and yeah. ive been studying abit for the ukkm exams. which is sucks. hahaha. thats all there is.

2009-11-29T15:13:00.002+08:00

heyhey. arent they cute in the pictures? i'm beside danial adam. haha. and from the left is puteri, athirah and i think it's alia? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. beside her, i cant remember until the last one is intan. arent we're cute? HAHA. well just ignore that the picture is senget. i dont really know how to scan pictures. lolz. thats all there is.

tonight, theres only you and me

2009-11-27T20:08:00.007+08:00

duu-uhh. EMMA ALL THE WAY <3

ignore that word thingy on the pic :P

today was okay. celebrated hari raya haji/korban. it was boring-est hari raya ever -.-
not the food though. i ate some rarely cooked dish by my mum and it was delicious. so yeah.
thats all there is.

lights go out and i can't be saved

2009-11-23T01:19:00.002+08:00

hallllo :D,

well, holidays are killing me. feeling bored never fades away -.-. i just watched twilight for the first time just now. its was kinda good. no wonder everyone drools over edward. ahahaha. yesterday i had fun though. hanging out with iyad. ohyeah. my grandparents going to stay here for awhile and i must look after them. theres go my freedom. hhahaah. soyeah. thats all there is.

What's the worst that I can say?

2009-11-19T02:57:00.004+08:00

When you go

Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

yo sup readers. i havent update this blog for a long time. maybe i was too busy playing rc? ohyea. hahahaha. today was okay. nothing much happen. yesterday i slept at 5.30 am. hahah. i was checking my pmr paper 1 answers with aiman. hahahaha. i guess i'm quite satisfied with it. except for bm and kh. -.-. i'll just hope i'd get 6a and above. :S right now life isnt what i thought it was before the exams. freedom eh? -.- haha. its getting late now. thats all there is.

they will stop degrading us

2009-11-09T01:57:00.004+08:00

i'm the second from left :P

awwhhh. i miss the beach. hahaha. nothing much happened today. i just wanna know who the hell is soekarno and miley cyrus on my chatbox. -.- . oh yeah. since i dont have much to say, i will be postig pictures from now on unless i have something to write. so thats all there is :D

when i looked at the stars i feel like myself

2009-11-08T00:28:00.002+08:00

You might be a big fish
In a little pond, doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one

boredz -.-

Twenty-four oceans
With twenty-four hearts
All of my symphonies
With twenty-four parts
Life is not what I thought it was
Twenty-four hours ago
Still I'm singing 'Spirit,
take me up in arms with You'
I'm not copping out
Not copping out

chow

a shithead maybe?

2009-11-07T23:00:00.004+08:00

<3

today was okay. bored as usual :( sigh. went to sunway and terjumpa syakila. hahaha.
always feeling down lately. idk why :S so thats all there is.

lights will guide u home

2009-11-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

yah. i'm playing the sims 2 and rarely play rc now. hahaha. fine alia. u win :D
and not i'n the mood to write too long. hahahaha. thats all there is.

if life aint just a joke, then why are we laughing?

2009-11-03T03:30:00.003+08:00

HAHEAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHHAE :D

hey there, yeah i know. that game kills me. as u can see in the picture above, its 3.31am. yeah. i usually sleep at 4am. what did i do? i play this game. i cant say what so interesting about this game as i also not quite sure what make this game drive me mad. hahaha. well, today i did nothing. woke up, on teh laptop and dota+msn+facebook. then, after losing a game, went to the bathroom for a bath. it was raining the whole evening and i cant online. afraid that my internet will caught into a shortcircuit. after that, my father went back from my hometown. he said only me and my sister didnt went to my grandma burial. sigh. the part where i got touch mostly when people die, is when they ask something. like my grandmother, the thing that she said was, " nanti, bila mak da meninggal, buat la kenduri sembelih sekor lembu. nanti org jauh yang dtg melawat nak makan ape? diorang lapar nanti. nak cari tempat makan jauh". and yeah. they did organize a kenduri. yah. kinda sad tho. lucky i got some friends that could always cheered me up :D . hohoohh. that all there is.

p/s ur my best friend and i love u <3

everything in this world goes back to where they came.

2009-10-31T01:14:00.002+08:00

hey there :D

today was okay. nothing much happen except, i just knew that my grandmother just passed away today at 2 am. i was shocked and kinda sad to hear that because the hari raya memories still fresh in my mind. i felt like a jerk cause i didnt went to her burial today. sigh. i thought she was still receiving medicine from the hospital. thats why i didnt go. until my mother went back and told me the badnews. well, things happen and we cant rewind what just happen. so yah. nasi da jadi bubur.

innawalillahirajiun. alfatihah.

A love that's so demanding

2009-10-29T20:13:00.002+08:00

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?

But where's your...

hallo :D

as u can see on my msn's pm i'm currently addicted to coldplay and my chemical romance. their songs are really breathtaking for me. hahahaha. so today, i went to school to settle up iyad's spbt. everything was okay until i'd found out pnrobita didnt came. DAMNIT. -.--. looks like i must go to school again. ceh. today at school there were me , aiman , shamsul, amir, shafiq, nafiz, alia, zakirah, syakila, and farah. i hang out most with the two geeks :D. HAHAHAHAHA. well, its was kinda bored.

oh ya, yesterday went to sunway. watch movie. cloudy with a chance of meatballs. yeah, i saw it before with iyad but it is worth watching all over again. i'd like the part where her ( sam sparks ) first weather broadcast and then she said to the camera" HELLO SAM SPARKS, I'M AMERICA". HAHAHAHAH. oh, and the part where he wanted to kiss her. mulut kembang. HAHAHA. and then watch the girls played bowling and went home with zakirah's brother :D

thats all folks :)

p/s : i miss your voice laa. ahahahah

2009-10-28T01:21:00.001+08:00

best video ever? xD

coming back as we are

2009-10-27T02:26:00.002+08:00

omg, i may have died due to serious bosan tahap babi. -.-' well, now that 2 of my friends had gone to overseas and left aiman with me. ceyh. hmm, i'll blog about today. i planned to wake up at 9 to go to the school and passed up my report card and iyad's spbt. for me, to wake up at 9AM is almost impossible for me as i usually sleep at 4am. hahaha. so i woke up at 10.20 am and ofcourse i was late. so i had to rush for bath and walk to aiman's as he decided to tag along with me to school. it was 11.30 when we'd arrived at the school. went to the teacher's office and passed up our stuffs. it was easy until pnrobita didnt came. damnit. so i had to come again on thursday. -.- luckily arif came on thursday . atleast i'm not alone. haha. before we leave the office. almost 2 teachers ask my help to do their stuffs -.-. thats why i hate going to the teachers office. after that, asif went with us and then went to aiman's. we played dota, watched some youtube videos and reading comic books and some other random stuffs. hahahaha. and then tada. i was here. hahaha.. too lazy to write more. hahahaha. see u till then.

u know u love me :)
( HAHA)

looks like its gonna rain forever

2009-10-24T01:08:00.002+08:00

today was okay. didnt go to school as i told u in the previous post that i aint coming back to school. just had a little misunderstanding with the fuckers. thats all there is.

come back and haunt me

2009-10-22T13:59:00.002+08:00

halllo theere. well, i decided to update this blog since i'm bored to death. haha. hmm, today was the boring-est day at school. seriously. actually i planned with aiman not to go to the school but i had too because of that mrsm borang thingy -.- . yeah. i'm going to asrama if i dont really like my form 4 classmate. haha. so today at school they had a futsal tournament for form 3 boys. so yeah. i didnt join because i thought i didnt want to go to school. ceyh. hahahaha. i had nothing to do but see them play. the best part were the penalties between 3c class and 3b class. well, 3b class scored 1 and 3c scored 2. ahaha. the last goal scored by hariz. so yeah. 3c won the third place. congrats hariz. ahaha. and after that, i went to the school office to have the headmistress signature for the mrsm paper and went to the school hall. i was damn bored and i felt like skipping school as almost everyone did that today. but i cant just leaving hariz alone. oh, i'd also waiting for asif to came and he didnt. ceyh. i'd waiting for him and he's gone. -.-' . lucky hariz was there. atleast i'm not alone. hahaha. and on the way back home, my shoe just torn off. -.- . haha. but nvm. today the last day i'm going to the school unless there's something or any fun activities happening at the school. its raining right now and i have to go. hahaha. smell ya later!

2009-09-11T14:53:00.001+08:00

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be

Friends Forever..

pmr is just around the corner. 28 days left. i cant go online until 13th october. i'll be back.

bbye.

2009-09-10T15:27:00.002+08:00

Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he's made for more than arguments,
And failed attempts to fly.

BORED!

why it's always have to be me?

2009-09-09T21:04:00.003+08:00

well, i'm not suppossed to be online-ing right now. my parents wont allow me and that sucks. and just few minutes ago, i face my second most embarrassing moment of my life. i was going to the surau at usj9 for the tarawikh prayer. before that, we have to do isyak prayer first and i'm wearing my 9 year old's kain pelikat. -.-' . at first it was okay. no sign of its going to be londeh when i perform my prayers. i was standing beside some guy and alya's father. cey cey. hahaha. and then, i felt like my kalin pelikat its slowly going down. and at the second rakaat, i fell down like, you're wearing a 10x your size skirt. yeah. imagine that. but not the skirt. the kain pelikat. and i knew my face was turning red and i quickly ran off and continue my prayers at the back. HAHAHHAH. its so embarrassing to me because when my kain pelikat is falling, i can felt that the guy beside me, and the people behind me saw it and they were giggling. -.-' gahhhhhh. and yeah. after i isyak was finished, i went outside and ask my lil' bro said to my father that i'm going back home. HAHAHHA. and there. here i am. -.-' -.-' i know i couldnt do tarawikh because i've lost my khusyukness. of course la. thinking of the people who saw it and the moment they saw me and started to giggle because of that damn kain pelikat. damnit. i shouldnt listen to my mother. sucks. its 9.16pm now. i think i dont go to the surau tomorrow. maybe never. hahhahha. gtg mates.

bohbye.

hahahahaa

2009-08-25T00:03:00.002+08:00

haha. i'm feeling quite depressed right now. maybe because i'd just realise that i'm stupid and naive. maybe i should stop making friends.

bye

hyper-boredz

2009-08-24T00:02:00.002+08:00

hallo guyz. its been a while since i update the blog. u know, pmr is just around the corner and i have to update myself first. so yeah. after the exams are over, we had another 1 week before the school holiday. most of the people in my class didnt came, like pmr had over. seriously. like only 9-15 people came. -.-' but it was fun though. we had chitchat with the teachers and friends. well, we ( me, iyad, asif, pnshuhailah and pnzunaidah) talk about our families. yah. kinda awkward bcause teachers dont ussually talk about their families to their students. kesian korang ( alia zakirah syafiqah) rugi. tak dpt dgr. xD. haha. and it was kinda private though because we shared almost everything. besides that, we had fun on the last day if school before the holidays. taking silly pictures, eating dates and drawing on the blackboard. i dont really know how to spend my holidays. maybe 24hour onlining or waking up late or studying. throw out stu in studying. hahaha. hmm. sometimes, i wish my life could get abit easier. i found that it is harder on teenage life than my childhood life. yeah. family matters, friend and school life. some people found that their teenage life is better than their childhood life. gahh. so yeah. lately i felt a little bit loneliness in my self. maybe because i stuck here in usj9 alone with no one. i hope rashdan still lives here. haishh. thats all i guess. chowwz.

whom should we trust?

2009-07-23T21:45:00.003+08:00

what is the meaning of trust?
i've been searching it for years and i still cant say, even think what is trust.
someone said we should make friends then we could understand what trust is but for me, it's making me harder to find its meaning. i dont know who's right and who's wrong and which side i must choose. it is so hard. its all because of the thing everyone did. LYING. if only that word isnt exist. right now, i think i did a good thing telling the thing that the person been hiding. at the same time, i felt so wrong because the person might be right. see ? how this trust thingy complicates me. i have least self confidence and i hate making choices. how should i overcome this matter ? i have some ways to overcome it such as, dont trust anyone or dont be friends with anyone or just be selfcentered, dont put myself into these problems but the things is, these problems always come and hits me. and it is so damn fucking hard to handle it by myself. some people think i like being this and that and never think what i might felt inside. i may be smiling but obviously it is a fake. i cant really understand this, trust. not only turst. i still cant find the meaning of trust, peace and love. well, i have to search harder and try my best to handle this things. the end.

i'll be chasing your starlight

2009-07-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

hyeeeeeeeeeeee!

i'd almost forgot that i have a blog to be update always.
but pmr is coming. 82-80 days left. so yeah. i have to use my time wisely starting from now on.
lets see. i'll start from last saturday which we celebrated syakila's bday at uone playing futsal. it was tiring and its was kinda fun though. then we went to summit and ate lunch at kfc. and alia asked me to bring her to the place where they sell porn vcds. HAHA. me and azimfitri show her the place and she was excitedd to see those things that we should not see. and then, after having prayers at the top floor, i became the cameraman for them to keep as their most treasured memories at the surau at the summit usj. HAHA. and ofcourse, after that we went home safely.
and yesterday, me and iyad watch harrypotter together and its was GREAT. dumbuldore dead, snape is the half-blood prince and ron got himself a new gf that looked like she need to go to the tanjungrambutan. oppsss. spoilers. hahahah. and school was okay. somethings happened. which i'm kinda suprise and not really suprise. and latha is on a mad streak. she gave atleast 3 pages day. damnit. and i rarely done her work. who cares. alalalla. oh yeah. trial is coming and i have crashcourse every sunday and saturday for now on. no more hangingout with friends. -.-.
aaaaaah. i'd almost hate my life. and lately, i'd found out that everyone's opinion about the difinition of friends to them is different. so yeah. mine also is different from theirs. so yeah. i better be going right now. chow

we all bleed the same way as you do

2009-06-28T21:19:00.002+08:00

yo, whats up? i am fine, thank you. :) i dont really have the time to blog. dota+homework+sleeping. yeah. today i woke up at 12pm. that damn maids open the lights and off the fan. ohyeah. i never sleep with the airconditioner on because it will make my face red. haha. so yeah. when the maids finished their work in my room i went back to sleep and woke up agaain and found out it was 4pm. -.-' and there was no one home. oh yeah. i'm used to be solitary. the first thing i do after i woke up was onlining and found out iyad was online ( lately he seldom online) and i dont wanna miss this chance to play dota with him. hahaa :D

yesterday i had school which is okay. there was me, asif, alia and syafiqah. we had a nice time chatting somestuff and having recess together. before the english period, alia and syafiqah decided to ponteng english period. and it was a failure. hahahaha. pnlatha came to class and straight away scolded me for not finishing her work. -.-' ceh. before the class was ended, she gave us tonnes of homeworks. -.-' she is making me nuts. hahahha.

lolz. ohyeah. exams are coming in july and i'm going to have trial 14 august. -.-' and i havent revise anything lately. i should have doing some revision as i am not clever enough compared to my friends and classmates. i hope i'm not too late to catch up my revision. sucks. i need to score on pmr so i can go in pure science stream. stop talking about pmr. it making me more frustated.

lalalaa. lately, i felt like i am not doing my job as a friend. bestfriend. whatever. somehow, i felt there is a empty hole in my heart and it is healing slowly, really slowly. yeah. this is the time where my emotional are not stable. sometimes when i'm happy, i felt like i'm faking it. talking about fake, SOMETIMES i was faking everything i do, every thoughts i gave them. i also faking my self. i mean, i cant risk my friendship. i'm not really a risk taker. but anyways, i suck. i suck at being friends. making them happy when they are sad. i cant really do that kinda thing. i dont really know why. thats why i avoid making so many friends. i dont talk much.

i got to go now. sleepy and i have untouched homework to do. so long, readers.

p/s : i just realise that 'you' are the only one who hugs me :o . sad isn't it?

long time.

2009-06-20T21:08:00.002+08:00

hey there.
its been ages since i updated this blog. i've been busy studying for the midyear exams. its was okay. i got 5a 3b.yeah. i know i suck. :S well, i dont really know what to write. i've been a bad friend lately. yeah, more sucks for me. thats all for today. haha. chow.

Let the free world light the way

2009-05-07T21:43:00.003+08:00

hallo xD
this blog stinks. :O
i've not update since, i dont know..
hahahaha. well, i've been busy and tired and lazy.
plus tons of homeworks to do. especially math because i'd delayed my work.
so yeah. serves me right, dont u think so?
i dont wanna talk about math cause it brings too much pressure but i just did.
hahaha. lolz.
schoold today was okay. nothing happen much. as usual, kh me and iyad split class so yeah.
i'm stuck with aki. lalallala.
and yeah. zakirah and syafiqah start to talk craps like automatic and manual ambipure. ( kinda horny )
and alia went to slumberland.
ahahaha. and then we stayed back at the library studying math until 3 pm.
thats all.
oh yeah. i'd addicted with RJA ( red jumpsuit apparatus )
woo! their songs blow my ass off.

we're living in a living oven..

2009-04-27T21:44:00.002+08:00

WOW. am i the only one felt like its getting hotter? -.-'
even 4 o'clock in the evening could burn my ass off. o.o!
seriously, i had to open aircond every evening because i cant stand the heat. :(
and yeah, it lead to a bad fever. and it happen to me. zz.
and guess wht? its saturday and its a SCHOOL DAY. omg.
i'm so lazy to get out of my bed but i had too.
so yeah..
blink2, i'm in my class. with iyad. weee.
so we get bored and decided to hang out with the girls.
so we laugh, talk randomly and we had fun together. :)
and we were discussing about the perpustakaan thingy which we'll be going tomorrow ( sunday ).
and my fever went worse. so went to sleep until the next day. o.o
and guess wht? me and iyad, went to the library but not with syafiqah. ahaha
lol. we went with aiman with arif said we're going with aiman's father but instead, we're going with a taxi. fuck you arif. -.-'
but nvm, we had a nice time there. playing prank games.
so yeah.. and the best part is, iyad arif and aiman planned to went back usj with me and then, when we talk about airport, suddenly, i remembered something.
and i called my father and boom! my fahter cant pick them up b'cause i had to go straight to the airport. LOL. they were pissed because they can when home earlier. haha. sry guys. so until here.
chow

OMFG

2009-04-22T16:38:00.002+08:00

OMFG INDEED.
i wish i dint wish for this

18. make my math teacher change class , school or whtever.

WTF. i'd just remember my resolutions. LOL. hahha.
now i'd wish that pnpoh teaching us again. :(

try your hardest to remember.

2009-04-22T15:51:00.003+08:00

hallo :)

ergh, today school was okay, but abit different.

and someday, abit gonna be so different.

i'd scared that day will come.

and i hate the word ' co-op'. why?

i dont know. maybe because i'm different than they had expected.

lately my moods and emotions arent, stable.

i dont really know wht is the matter that made me felt different.

yeah. sometimes, i'd just wondering, maybe they are using u for something.

i dont know. maybe for their own good and they'd never think what we felt.

maybe they were joking about us and they thought we'd dont give a damn but actually we are.

have u ever wondered the same thing that i had?

well, mybe i'm just paranoid. i'm just afraid of that day.

the day, i'm going to be something.. cant really tell ya.

and, i cant understand myself.

i dont know what i'm going to do with myself.

i know, i'm a boring person, i dont talk much, i cant even entertaint you.

but i'd tried to be your friend.

and i tried to throw away my shyness for u,

and i even stayed with u when u're alone.

if only i can read minds.

and i cant really know wht u've think of me.

maybe deep inside i'm just nothing to you

i'm just needed when there is no one else.

or maybe i'm just thinking negative.

oh ya. i learnt to keep my mouth shut.

and i shared everything with you.

hmm, maybe i'm born to be 'dog'. :)

ah i dont care.

after all this time u had spent with me.

i'd always cherish it. o.o

apsal emo oh. -.-'

hhahahahhahhahaa.

so yeah. i'm not talking bullshits.

theres alot u dont know about me.

well, u dont have too. ;)

byebye.

' sports day '

2009-04-18T19:37:00.003+08:00

yow, today there was a sports day held at MPSJ. so yeah, i had to wake up early. T.T . i'd arrived there at erm, 8 o'clock. and i was so sleepy that i hit many people on my way to the stadium. i walked past pn.ung and sujatha as they were seem like pengawal bcause they were standing infront of the door. maybe checking our attires. and i was alone and luckily i saw amirul. yeah. atleast i found someone. and later on, i saw iyad,hariz aiman and arif. atlast they came. so yah, be watch perbarisan. and stjohn perbarisan was.... LOL. i'm speechless when i saw them march. haha. but then, we all getting bored and bored, we decided to chow from mpsj. haha. we stopped at petronas buying some food. and yeah, hariz throw his water right at me. it was SPRITE. and i was like, wtf? maybe i shouldnt get him too annoyed with me. ahhaha. because of a shining card that i get form arif's mamee monster packet. haha.and then, arif shake his rootbeer and spill it and my SHIRT. again, i was wet and sticky. haha. and i've revenge by spill his rootbeer at his face. PAWND. hahahha. and laugh like shits until i'd lost my energy. it was like i've beeen running for 200 meters. hahaha. and unfortunately, arif came towards me, and spilt his rootbeer at my head and my whole body. LOL. then we arrived at aiman's house and i'd clean myself and waited for my shirt to dry. haha. and we had tons of fun and wrestling. hahaha. that how i spent my sports day. ahaha. gtg. busy :). bb

random post

2009-04-16T15:41:00.003+08:00

When I see your smile

Tears run down my face

I can’t replace

And now that I’m stronger

I’ve figured out

How this world turns cold

and breaks through my soul

And I know I’ll find

deep inside me

I can be the one

I will never let you fall

I’ll stand up with you forever

I’ll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It’s ok. It’s ok. It’s ok.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer

and nights grow shorter

I can show you

I’ll be the one

I will never let you fall

I’ll stand up with you forever

I’ll be there for you

through it all

Even if saving you

sends me to heaven

Cuz you’re my,

you’re my, my true love,

my whole heart

Please don’t throw that away

Cuz I’m here for you

Please don’t walk away,

Please tell me you’ll stay, stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings

just for a thrill

And I know I’ll be ok

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I’ll stand up with you forever

I’ll be there for you through it all

Artist: Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The lyrics

Album: Other Song Lyrics

Title: Your Guardian Angel lyrics

aaah <33

lololol. hahahha.

oh yah. do watch this video :)

http://www.cultureunplugged.com/play/1081/Chicken-a-la-Carte

its shows about people in i dont really know where. hahaha.

chow .

the most unlucky boy

2009-04-12T22:11:00.002+08:00

hello :D
i'm too bored. lol. hmm. what should i write today? ah, friday where i had tuition, geo and sejarah. its was okay. i had met many ex-schoolmates like amir, izzat and syahira balqis. they had change alot. on saturday, as usual i woke up late and alone all evening. yay? wht did i do? dota ofcourse. ahahaha. and went to subang parade to find a birthday present for my little brother. we ate at the fish manhattan. yummeh. and we just realize its 10 pm and the shops already close. yeah. sad. and today, alone all evening again. i was so damn bored. i didnt go anywhere because it is raining. so yah. wasting my time dota-ing. and here i am. and the worst part is, i just finish tracing usj 2 map. then i decided to paste it at an a4 paper. and the nightmare began. i'd put TOO much glue and ........ KOYAK. zzzzzzzz. shit ass. i guess i had to redo it. but..
MY KGT PAPER LOST. fuck fuck fuck. and i had overdue it. aaa. i should suicide right now. -.-
but what ever. hahaha. gtg. bb.

i'd swore i never fall again.

2009-04-10T18:33:00.002+08:00

yo. whats uup? its april yoow. and its 10th of april. guess wht? today is RASHDAN birthday. and my little brother, ARIFF. lol. thats why its easy for me to remember his bday. :) and yeah. i did some wishing though. haha. well, today, was okay. me and iyad planned to passed up kgt today but somehow we missed something and too lazy to do it again, we decided to pass it on monday. for sure we're late. but i dont really care on projects eventhough for pmr. oh ya. did i mention that iyad finnaly had joined kancil? haha. i've been waiting like, 4 months? lolol. and i changed class to iyad's. well, the new class was, quite the opposite than my used-to-be classs. in not-polite words, HORRIBLE. really, they were playing ben10 games on a handphone, talking loud like we're deaf, and noisy. haha. but i'd change. there no use to brag about it. and yeah. go back to my topic, school. BI was suck. -.-' . she gives too much homework. shit ass. and science. in math, now i'm really cant understand a thing she taught me. aaaaaaaaaaaa. same goes to my math tuition teacher. fuck my life. zz. boo. then i went to iyad;s house then we head to masjid. behind masjid to be specific. we ate rice and some lauk. hahaha. and poof. i'm here. hahahha. and it was raining heavily. i got to go to tuition. bye.

i'm not someone's dog

2009-04-02T22:22:00.002+08:00

hei :)
today was great. iyad called me yesterday when i was sleeping and i was so sleepy that i cant even remember wht he said to me. so yeah. i had to call him like 8 times? hahaha. why? well, i decided to stay back at his house. early in the morning, before we went to our classroom, our class had to stay back for a spot check. lol. so yeah. i dont bring anything illegal. so i'm safe. hahaha. and we learnt only a period of math instead of 2. yeahh! and sivik was fucked. everyday, she gave us PROJECT which must be submitted next week. lol. and on recess, aiman promotting his tuition to us. which i dont really care. and kinda annoying too. he was like,persuade the person to join his tuition and not joining tuition with me. but luckily iyad stick up with me. hahaha. booo to you. lol. and english, pnlatha teaching alone. haha. nobody cares to listen to her.
kh was boring. and we missed the COKE exhibition. lol. hahha. and in sej, we went to the room which i;m not sure wht its called. and we sat near the door. and i;m the nearest. so i had to open up and closed the door. and iyad asked me to do that. and amirul said that i'm like his dog. -.-
lolololol.aaah. then the school ends. i went to iyad's house. talking and playing. ahahaha. and the night, i had my tuition and i was late. and i have math and sej. we like to tease out my math teacher actions. ZOOOM. SHARP. SYAITOON. AHAHAHAHHAAHHAHA. lol. and sejarah was the best. sejarah teacher really know how to make a joke. hahahaha. and yeah. I HAVE FINISED READING THE CONFESSION OF A SHOPAHoLIC. AHAHHAA. oh yeah. its one of my birthday present by my aunt as she knows my english results sucked. the ending was great. a night with luke brandon. hahahaha. lol. i read it only because i was bored. if i can online everynight, i wont, maybe read it. hahaa. i'm off. tut.

2009-03-29T21:34:00.003+08:00

hello there. :)
i havent update blog since erm, last last week i guess. :0
so i had a lot to tell u guys :D
first of all, today is my birthday !
i've been receiving alot of wishes from ( in order ) iyad, rashdan, alia, sfqh, aiman, arif, sykl, and hariz and someone form mys. didnt remember though. lol. seriously i have no life counting and remembering who wished me. and the numbers are more than i expected. hahaahhaa. i'm not well known so yeah. :) that is a big number for me. and i do receive from my family. and no cards. lol. i never expecting one. maybe because i never gave them one. haha. who cares. lol. and i found today was same like other day. i never felt something special about my brithday. because i woke up early, went to iyad's house because we had clan match at cc. so after that dissapointing clan match, we head to petronas buying some food, and headed straight to aiman house. we went there, played xbox and onlining. using iyad;s account hahahaa. aiman disturbs some of iyad's friends. and we had a nice time there. with his brother trying to knock down aiman's door. ahahhahaa. and before we went back home, we prank one of iyad's friend. SYAFIQAH. hahahha.
bcause she ask something to iyad. so hariz replied about the digimon stuff. and we take turns prank her. ahahahahaha. gotcha sfqh. ahahahha. so we ( me and iyad ) went to iyad's house. so iyad was hungry so he made himself a maggie and i made one for me. and my father arrived. so i had to leave the maggie but iyad ask to eat it fast like a competition. woo. i win. hahahaha. so yeah. went to my sis asrama. before that, she asked to bring chicken rice. lol. so my parents went buy it and i stay in the car, syoksendiri. hahhahahaha. its was great. and the best thing is, my mother bought some baskin robin icecream. woo. but i've been saving for one until this 31st march. lol. i have so much to tell but i'm too sleepy right now. besides, i got school tomorrow. chow :)

fuck off pls

2009-03-19T23:14:00.002+08:00

yeah. i'mma bit pissed off.

its all about my friendship.

to me, i've been LOYAL to all of my friends, especially my best friends.

but some of them said i dont.

because of that stupid message.

i dont care what i send but, i do care alot when i recieved a message said i'm not honest with a person, which you figure out yourself,

and she said i'm a bad man, because i didnt tell a truth about a tiny little detail.

fyi, i'm abit sensitive about friendship matters.

i've been risk my friendship for an information about another person.

you know, i dont do things like this for all my friends. i did it for some.

and i know, i'm a bad friend.

i'd tell lies. i've broken a promise.

but hey, have you been straight foward to them?

i've atleast tell them that i had done this and that.

and after all i do this, unloyal things,

the person didnt appreciate it.

and she said i do not tell the truth to her .

this burn up me so much.

i felt like, wow. i'm a bad man eh?

i show her what bad man had done things for her.

btw,she said it during my family dinner which i have my cousin reading the message too.

sorry if you want to keep it personal. but he had more fast reaction than mine.

so yeah. and tuition was great. math teacher still saying and craping the ' SYAITAN' thingy .and the 'SYAITAN' is calculator. LOL.

he label it as 'SYAITAN'. the way he said it, we burst out laughing. ahahaha. i just cant stand it. hahaa.

and sejarah was even cooler.

one of his joke,

he said, if we did mistake, with his serious face, and he was like really2 serious, and he said,

i'll make it right for you.

LOL. hahahahhahahhahahhahahhaha..

maybe it's isnt funny for you guys but it is for me. =3

orait then.i think i'mma go to bed. chow :3

i'm dying for my love

2009-03-18T18:09:00.003+08:00

emo jor. hahaha

maybe this fucking bored holiday making me emo. lolz

i was like i have no life at all.

everyday, i wake up late.

eat breakfast at 2 pm.

and online.

at 6pm, i had my bath. so i bath like 1 times a day?

yea. i stink. :S

but who cares. i'm all alone everyday. so i got one to bother me complaining how smelly i am. :)

but the suckest thing is,

i cant even spend a time with my friends.

iyad was abit busy,

aiman n hariz got their hockey practice.

i should sign up for the hockey team. sigh.

i suck. but atleast, i met iyad today.

went to his house doing our sej project.

we manage to finished it in less than 1 hour.

lol indeed. hahaha.

geo project was abit harder because we need to compare a place with usj 2.

so yeah. lol.

i had nothing else to write.

byebye. :0

i'm confused. help plz?

2009-03-10T15:15:00.003+08:00

haii.

wooh. i cant recall when is my last post.

well, i've been a bit busy. plus they kept nudging me play with them. lol.

hmm, today was tiring.

and pn latha still thinks that she's our classteacher.

she arranged back my sitting. PERMENANTLY.

but who cares. she's not our classteacher anymore. :)

bm was the greatest.

we can do other work even infront of her.

sweet. hahahaha.

i cant imagine my pmr results if she still act this way.

lol -.-'

and one whole class make pnmaziha losses her patient.

except for me and iyad. we both sits while they keep standing hearing pnmaziha speech.

hahahahaaa.

pnshuhaila gives us abit more explaination about the indices.

i cant understand a thing about a thing in indices.

sucksss. but her teaching was great.

well, i dont really know wht is going on with me lately.

headache all day long. EVERYDAY. -.-;

maybe because i had to much pressure inside.

my inner feelings. i never told anyone about it yet.

nobody. maybe i need to tell them something atleast.

or i'll explode to pieces. hahaha.

but i'm not ready yet. i;m sure they arent too.

its too hard to handle even for myself.

i'll tell u both later if i think i'm ready to do it. :)

so long homosapien.

btw //i dont really sure on the spelling though. :)

punked

2009-03-03T22:00:00.002+08:00

gaaaahhh. tomorrow maybe ' kena cucuk '. -.-'

tht means, INJECTION.

kena cucuk sounds better to me. :)

its not that i'm afraid but cuak je. hahaah.

wht i've learnt today?

i learnt science which is damn boring.

not the subject but the teacher. pn zunaidah.

i can understand wht she teach but i cant really concentrated on it.

because of her speaking and her control of the class.

i dont really know how i'm going to answer my pmr paper.

doomed? maybe.

then it is english.

and i have to stand for 1 period. why?

erm, maybe because i forgotten to bring my book 2. yeah.

and best part is, pnmaziha didnt came to school today. WOOO.

no seni and two periods playing, chatting and flying. hahaha

and i've been punked. -.-'

by syafiqah, zakirah and her gang.

the situation earlier. its was them. not sarah. -.-'

i've been punked big time. wtf hahaha.

thats all in my mind now. cincau.

its all about you, aite?

2009-03-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

lalalala. er, hello. hee. erm omfg. tomorrow school and i hate the new class schedule. -.-' .cant do anything about it. sucks. T.T so today, a message woke me up. it was iyad, asking me to call him. we asked me go to summit. i think twice about it. because it going to be quite lonely because i'd hardly know about them, except for my classmates. hmm, so yeah. bgn pagi, gosok gigi, cuci muka. mandi gak ah. haha. went to iyad's. then we're off to the summit along with asif, arif and shafiq. we had a long journey to the summit. heee -.-; as we're arrived, the panel shows that geng was sold out. we were dissapointed. really. -.-' so they decided to watch rasukan ablasa. the ghost with sound. -.-'. seram gak ah. hahaha.kinda funny too. 'woi aku nak mandi, aku tk mandi lagi la'. haha. one of the funniest part and

person : omar!
ashraf : nama aku bukan omar la.
person : ye aku tau.

HAHAHHAHA. bodoh gila. after that, we're having er, lunch i guess at kfc. yum! hahaha. they we all went back home. thats all about today. :)

it is safe to say we're alone now.

2009-02-28T11:39:00.002+08:00

what a day! :)

thats right. today i woke up late. and its friday. and i got myself a free lecture from my dad. -.-'

maybe because he hate being stuck in the traffic jam. yeah.

well, actually, i was planning not to go to school because of

terribleheadache+flu+sorethroat+lazy

yeapyeap. damn it.

arrived at school late. lucky i was on time. hehe.

and the worst part is hidung tersumbat, and i didnt bring any tissue or handkerchief. -.-'

and my voice change. -.- but luckily no one notice it. haha

so we had agama. nothing happen much. then bi, i was shocked with the new timetable.

pn.moli,pnpoh and enrahim had been REPLACE by i dont really know who. -.-

but the good thing is pnlatha is no longer our form teacher. YAY?

hahahhaa. the new timetable sucks.

then we had recess, where we ( me and aiman ) disturb hariz. yeap. hahaha

thats like our job. hahahaha.then i had kh. where i had to split up with iyad. :(

lol. hahaa.

we had our marks. i got an A. :)

syafiqah,zakirah and alia was spraying their project.

i had nothing to do so i grab zakirah's glue. and its says ' stick within seconds'. so i was wow.

then i put some at my thumb. and i stick it with another finger. and its was hot. and sudden,

zakirah saw doing that and she said ' wei, cabut la. karang takleh keluar'.

syafiqah also was like freaking out. ahahhaha

quickly i seperate my fingers. it was pain. its like my flesh all torn out. -.-'

luckily they saw. if not, they said i will be on the newspaper. hahaha. thanks ah.

the surface of my thumb and point finger was hard. -.-'

lalalallaaalalalala.

then, it was math. the last day of pnpoh. :(

and when the bell rangs, she only let half of my class go back home

because they were quiet i guess. :S

but i think she miss us all so she make her class abit longer. ahahaha.

lalala. and in the evening, some called.

someone : hello ni irshad ke ( then i heardf someone laughing)

me : ye sape ni?

someone : ni sarah ( the laughing becomes louder)

i thought syafiqaah playing tricks on me so i replied,

me : kurang ajar betul.

then she hang out.

HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH.

then i;ve only realize that was really2 sarah, ahahaha. padan muka dia ah.

hahahahaha. so yeah. i had a terrible fever, yet i was playing and onlining. :P

2009-02-25T16:11:00.002+08:00

yah. its been ages i havent update my blog. well, i've been just okay lately. last week was my exam. so yeah. i have done my best. i guess ;P . hahaha. and i've just recieve some marks. :S. today was okay. went to school. the sky was crying badly. and i was wet and suddenly got kabus at my specs. so i cant see clearly. i've hit many people on my way to the class. and we had seni.and pnmaziha make my painting worst than mine. wahahahahhaa. and then sivik and entasnim didnt come. WOOO. we had a nice time. talking horny stuffs. about girls and boys things. hahaha.played pencil. yea. childish. i know.hahahhaa. but its fun though. :). and then, we went out for recess. and i just realize why it is so quiet. aiman didnt came today. ceh. hariz alone ah. sad.hahah. and english. we've done our oral dgn lancar sekali. hahahaha. and blabla. and the bell rangs. its time for we to go home. and i arrive home safely. actually, i dont really know wht to write. so this is probably boring and craps. i missed the old days. and i dont know, wht going on with me. it's like, something said, hang on there. you can go on this year. and i cant wait anymore. i dont know, but theres like something stopping my way. like, a barrier or somthing like that. yea, i'm confuse. help me please?

tag, you're it.

2009-02-20T21:02:00.003+08:00

hmm, yay. february exam are over. yay. -.-'

so yeah. kh was the hardest. HARDEST. and theres alot of errors. stupid.

erm, today was friday, and at school, nothing much to tell, just a normal day for me. except they said all form 3 ahli hoki is the player for the school team. -.-'. i want credit in koko but i'm very busy. so yeah.

and we went to masjid for friday prayer. then walk back home with asif. lol.

then picked up my sister and went back home.

lately, i've been thinking why somebody would do something like this?

maybe because they got alot of friends? or maybe they said 'you're my best friend' but they dont really meant it. they become friend with you just for using your ability or pros or easily said you are being used by somebody. i dont really know how to said it but ah, its no use. i can lose everything. :(

thats why i never stood for my self. i just let people 'play' with me.

maybe i've got it.

2009-02-17T23:29:00.002+08:00

today was a weird day for me. everything looks odd to me. maybe because today i've exams. i guess i'm a little bit stressed. and then, i've got a sit beside iyad. wow. he says ' kita dah ditakdirkan sama2 kot. haha'. yeah. maybe. LOL. and behind me. permanently. always near me. akhi . grrrrr. he may looked innocent but u dont know him YET. hahaha. hes the boy with 1001 excuses. wtever la. so yeah. he had bm which is quite difficult, in ransangan. i spen 40 minutes on it and i've only got 2 points. not goood. T.T. i've forgotten all about it. yeahyeah. then english, was frsutating. pnlatha said its going to be an objective questions. but it came subjective all the way instead. on comprehension i got almost wrong. i guess. but its damn hard. but guided writting was easy. i may be not aware of spelling errors and grammar. my grammar is very bad. see? hahaha. when at sejarah exams, i was damn sleepy. at 18th question, i was quite drowsy. so i said to my self ' cpt habiskan, nanti boleh tidur'. instead of sleeping, i've conteng my wholesej paper. crap stuffs. hahaha. if u read it, u must thinking of 6 year old in form 3 class. hahha.yeahyeah. then the bell rings. not even 2 seconds, my class was empty. thats fast. hahaa. then, iyad suddenly rushes. i dont know why but i just followed him leaving asif alone. i walk with him until he reaches house and i went back to school where my father pick up me. then i had a guilt feeling about leaving asif alone. yeah, because everyday, he wait with me for my fater to come. ye la. takut dia fikir, ' ape la irshad ni. setiap hari aku temankan dia, dia tak ingat plak kat aku'. haha. but idecided to wait for a while for him. then i saw his face. mcm marah. haha. :S. so yeah. he becomes red after we shake hands. maybe cause aku picit kuat sgt kot. hahahhaa. so yeah. everything come back to normal. the evening, i decided to watch HAIRSPRAY. kinda funny. but i prefer mamamia. because hairspray songs arent that nice. MAMAMIA FTW. so yeah. havent finished it up because of black-out. oooo. so hot. cant even stud for agama and science. s i decided to stay outside until the electricity went back to normal. then times move on, and i had tution. sit beside wall and arif. he's damn gay. touching me everywhere. and its science.we learnt reproduction and arif become wild. hahahha. when we were walking on the stairs, we teased hariz. i bcome the reporter and aiman become the cameraman, after i ask a question, he fall down form the stair. we laughed non-stop. it was hillarious the way he fell. hahahha. gila skema-.-
hahahahh. but seriously its funny. and our studio name is A and I. woot. hahaha. tekan channel 34343434 nanti keluar. astro only. hahahhahaa.so yeah. study for science and my parents were sleeping so i sneaked onlining and posted my blog. yeah. its a long one. never wrote this long before. HEEEH. kids, dont try this at home. :)

i'm alone all day long today.

2009-02-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

today as usual. i woke up late. very late. 7.10 am. and i have school today. and its SATURDAY.lalalaa.so yeah. mandi tak sampai 1 minit. hahaha. i use some perfume so that i smell better. haha.

and then we learn agama whre i become a model. ^^ hahaha.

diorang gelak je. bukan nak tolong. ceh. -.-'

and blablabla. kh period. seperated class. and i'm all alone.

zzzzz. and i do some exercise given by my kh teacher. ( didnt remember )

i got 5/25 right. i was like wtf. hahaha. and i just realize that i'm the only one doing the exercise. other students making last touch to their projects.

my teacher checked and i said i cant recall anyhting about akaun thingy.

so she give me 'free tuition'. where she teach me about akaun alone. hahaha. i was quite blury. the next exercise was better. i get 21/30;. :P

hahaha. i guess i need some time to refresh my self. i'll having pmr this year. october i guess. 7 months to go.

sucks. hahahha. but whtever. all bad things will come to an end.

:SSS.

2009-02-13T21:24:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 15th

IYAD

KAU DAH TUA LAA. =)

i never give him present but i do give some wishing :)

hahahaha. i didnt have the time to search for his present. busy guy. hahaha.

thats true. studying 4 hours a day. wtf a wei. -.-'

i guess because next week is exam week. and hari terbuka. i was like, wtf?

damn early la. i've not take serious on the first exam. i didnt passed up my nilam, didnt do sej note. -.-; i guess i'm just an unlucky boy. ceh. hahahha. today in school was damn bored. because of kh. seperated class with iyad . and 'that 'akhi always follow me anywhere i go. rimas gila.

dah la mcm babi perangai. -.-;

bajet org suka la? -.-'

wtever. i dont wnt talk about him here. making my blog look uglier :S

ohyeayea. i got a new habit. watching favourite movie when stressed. movies like, norbit <3,>

hahahah. i've always wanted to watch hairspray though.

syafiqah promise to give me tomorrow. woot.

hahahahaha.

and i love watching love movies.

teach me alot. hahahhahaha.

i cant see my own shadows.

2009-02-11T21:39:00.002+08:00

today, i felt different about my self. its like i'm in another human body. not mine. my brand new watch lost, my money went lost just like that and lately, i felt like being used. everytime. i cant even answer it myself. maybe i need to know who i really am. but its hard when everybody not being honest tell about who i really am. maybe cause they dont want to hurt my feelings or something else. ceh. i cant even tell what is my speacialty at sivik's. asif also didnt know. but his answer damn poyo ah. tiada kelebihan yang spt ditonjolkan lagi. tidak pasti. wtf. hahahahaa. bwt lawak. but mine abit different. tidak tahu. so straight foward. :S. i dont know why i'm very emo right now. maybe cause i can only online 2 hours a day. -.-' . and every 2 hours on the evening and night, ulangkaji. NONSTOP. wtf la. but atleast, i had a great time today at school. asif kahwin dgn syafiqah. ahahaha. aki marah oohhh. :PP. me and iyad teasing him that he's perfect with syafiqah bcause of his 'sifat keibubapaan' LOL. hahaha. and english was suck. big time. -.-'. i dont passed up my nilam book yet. 5 marks fly away. and supsrisingly, we got a HARI TERBUKA at 12.3. damn early. and that day is asif's birthday. iyad birthday is just in 2 DAYS. i dont have anything to buy anthing for him. maybe a call will be okay :S daripada bg dompet putih :PP. you suck la minah. ahahahhaha. ok ah. my time is up. tenotenot.

will you be there with me?

2009-02-08T21:57:00.002+08:00

ollaa,
washap? -.-' well, i felt abit pissed. by who? i dont know :x
yeahhh. hmm, what i'm gonna write about. i tell you about my little friend. his name is boy. he is always there when i'm bored. he always entertained me with his act. he is fat. not really. tough ah. hahahha.although, he likes to make me pissed but he always get me in the mood again. yeaahh. but i'm glad i got him. btw, he is a cat. not mine, but my neighbour's. hahaa :) lately, i felt like, i'm just, i dont really know wht to say right now. i dont really know how to express my emotion to people. especially to my friend. maybe cause i'm a bit shy. ;( so yeah. atleast i felt a little bit shy thoo. he told me to be just like myself and dont care wht people said about us. my friends thought me so much. now i realize just how much i need them. i'd try to appreciate them better. thanks guys. love you. :) bye2.

i think your ass is ringing.

2009-02-03T15:48:00.003+08:00

hello there. :)

so, wht i'mma going to tell you guys eh. hmm, okay. i tell you about my school today. well, the notice board in my classroom was BURNed. who did it? no one knows YET. still in police investigtion. i think i know wht made them burn our board. maybe bcause of the pictures of DAVIDs. who knows? hahaha. we had pj and we played FUTSAL on a wet floor. i SUCK at futsal though. ahhaa.and then, bm, enrahim came into our class and asked to CLOSE the fan. wtf. i'm sweating and its HOT there. hahaa. but he must have some REASON for it, right? then recess where we CHANGE our clothes. hahhaa. then we had geo. i dont really know her name so i just call her teacher. she isnt TEACHING but give us worksheets to do instead. but we didnt TOUCH abit. ahhaa. we were having a nice time. making silly face, HORNY face and playing 'hamburger'. hahaha. we was LAUGHING non-stop execpt amirul becaus he was CONTROL macho la . ahhahaha. yeayea. nothing much happen after that moment. i'm abit BUSY so.
BAYBAY.

colourful

2009-02-01T00:18:00.003+08:00

hey, so today i decided to make my post colourful. :)
not much happen today. i've just finished my m3 hw longman book. it tooke me 1 day to finish it up. haha. damn damn bored and tired. and i'm alone all afternoon. -.- heh, nothing to do. so played dota with iyad. hhahaa. yea. thats all i do when i'm bored. play dota. hahaha. and the night, i wanted to finished up my gay english script and sej project. but my mum says we need to go to sunway. pick up my new and first spectacles. while waiting for my specs, we have baskin robin. yum. mango tango and ver bery strawberry. hahahha. i look nerdy. hahaha. so yeah. my mum doesnt allow me to pull of my specs. she said nanti pening. biasakan. haha. k ah. my sampan to slumberland is coming. bahbay.

tired.

2009-01-29T23:11:00.002+08:00

hello there. today, was quite a long day.yea. this morning, wake up at 11am. i should arrive at iyad's house right now.haha.went there to finish up our homeworks. i've finished them off but iyad didnt so yeah, i'm helping him to finish his hw. around 3 pm, we're off to cc with aiman too. hahaa. where else to go right? played left for dead for the first time. kinda fun though. shooting zombies. boom! then we decied to pray at petronas.
haha. we've have a great time together there. so yea. my mum called asked me when i want go back home. because i got tution tonight. so i said i've just walked to kancil. -.- from iyad's house to kancil took me 30 minutes and a packet of mentos. hahhaaa. damn tired when arrived at kancil. some more learning math and sej, and sit beside akhi -.-.-
haha, so yeah. i'm gonna wear specs. o.o i hate wearing it. pening oh. hahha
so my tilam want someone to company him. so chowchow.

2009-01-27T21:27:00.002+08:00

hi there bloggers/readers if i have 1. haha. well, nothing much happen today. i just miss my friends. hahaa. early in the morning i already asked iyad hang out anywhere. i'm damn bored sitting alone home. yea. i have no friends living nearby. it sucks. i stuck here all alone. i just wish if i can moved near to my friends house. well, i know thats not going to happen. sobs. today as usual i dont know wht to do so i joined with my lil sister watching movie. at first i dont know wht was the tittle. ah, who cares. atleast i wont felt bored anymore. the movie kinda girls movie cause of they always kissing and much more girls things. in the middle of the story, i cant kept my curiosity anymore and i asked my sis wht is the tittle. guess wht it was? angus , thongs and perfect snogging. lol. i just know wht is thongs ang snogging. ahaha. no wonder there's so much kissing scene.
after that movie, i suggest to my family to go to the new usj 19. there's nothing there except for carefour. -.- maybe its because of cny. well, its an IT store anyway. no cinema. -.- i was hoping for a nearby cinema though.
but whtever, theres still summit. haha. meh, no idea wht to write. so baibai!

heh, padan muka?

2009-01-22T16:22:00.002+08:00

haahaa, the tittle says it all. this morning, i arrived abit early to school. yeah, then at the pondok, they said theres gonna be injection. i dont know wht kind of injection that time though. haha.then asif came then he talk about wht he dreamt. he said he dreamt playing dota and stuff.haha.then when science's, we went to the lab where pnmoli teach us. her face when she is angry was like, damn funny. hahaha. suprisingly, she arranged new seat place for us. the suprisingly is i sit beside liyana again. -.- same goes to math. o.o because of that, they say i got an affair with her -.-.
never hahaa.shes fun though.after recess period, enrahim didnt came and pnchow didnt teach us because of the eyetest. i got 6/18 -30%.
i dont wht it means, but it does sound bad. i guess i need to wear glasses . iyad says i'mma gonna look weird. yea. it is going to look very weird.
thats the badnews though. the fun news is we ( iyad, me asif) take on aki. hahaa. we've hit him with badwords, why? well, thats for annoys people.
i think hes gonna put at his msn's pm again ' aku nak bunuh diri'. ]
and then, after this 'fight', i was so bored and start to making silly faces. well, i guess my face very silly bcause iyad laughing like notstop. then i show it to amrul and asif. they also reacted the same. ahahaha. they said wanna slap my face. lol. then i wanna know why syafiqah was laughing and she said she saw my face. ahahah. then she told zakirah and alia about it. haha. abit shy though. ahahha.
hahaha. well, iyad teach me something from this though. all this time i felt like, i'm easy to used. very easy. when i'm form 1 especially. they asked to do their homework or projects, i never say no. yea. because i respect my friends and i always think that if i help them, they would help me in other way or anything. yea. some of them do. some of them not. but whtever. wht goes around comes around.heh, too mucch emotional post. sry about that. hahaha.
so chiao.

always think in and outside the box

2009-01-19T16:41:00.002+08:00

lol, i'm damn bored with my homeworks, tution and chores. it sucks being the first child. haha.
same with my internet. it become quite slow and the new msn is damn annoying. its in bm btw. haha. i dont know how to change to english. any tips?

and i just found wht i hunt :) i've just have to think positive so anything happen to me will be positive too. ;0. hahaha. plus, my day getting better and better everyday. thanks to them :P
well, today nothing much happened in school. just that we had fun kenakan amirul with the ''anti rokok' campaign or something like tht. haha. then aki planned to come to my house do the sej project. but it was cancelled bcause they cant come. i've waited for 2 hours for them. -.-
i want my 2 hours of my life back. ahhahaha. but it was okay. i got lots of homework to do.
thanks to pn poh. -.- . 1 day like 3 exercises? 3c class still at chapter 2 while we already on chapter 3. like 1 week 1 chapter. wtf la. i cant understand a thing. luckily i take my class tution at kancil. the teachers is awesome. funny and cool. not like syafiqah, alia and zakirah's tution 's teacher. damn horny. hahaha.

i 'm bored thats why i wrote too long. nobody gonna read it anyway. except you ( points ). hahaha. i've still not finished my sej 20 question and oral's script. its a hell lot of work. -.-
but whtever. i suck. ahahha. always complaining here and there. its not going to help me finish my works and projects. so i'm off to finished it.
bahbai!

2009-01-13T16:54:00.002+08:00

heyhey, looks like almost everybody had their resolutions . except for me. heh. i dont know wht to put.well, this is some my random resolutions. hahaha.

1. to be more friendly.
2. never hurt my friends heart.
3. be good to everybody.
4. 8a for PMR
5. study hard.
6. try to stop doing all the bad things.
7. try to love my family more.
8. make a scavanger hunt about something . heheh
9. i found whtever i hunt. haha
10. smile always
11. read news paper everyday.
12. make more friends
13. buy new bike
14. buy new handphone.
15. use internet wisely.
16. be more positive
17. go to counseling
18. make my math teacher change class , school or whtever.
19.gain weight 45-50kg
20. be more polite.
21. make my mouth shut
22. happy all the time.
23. palestine free from israel.
24. make whoever i'm searching come to me.
25. tell the truth all the time. ( if they want to )
26. i need a shoulder to share anyhting with.
27. make my mother happy.
28. gotta be somebody.
29. throw away all the shyness.
30. make my day brighter than ever.
31. i miss you.
32. become the old you.
33. tell the one. who i reallyreally am .
34. suck no more.
35. happy ending :)

so thats all. random though. hahahahaha.
so bye2. got lots of homework. thanks to pn.chua -.-.
26.

damn it. who are you?

2009-01-12T17:08:00.000+08:00

they said a hero would come and save us
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

well hye!
i'm getting bored of school. homeworks are more than i could handle. especially math. and i suck at it too. big time. so yeah.
now i'm getting more pressure and making me feel depressed all the time. its bad cause it makes me think negative. all the time. that sucks right? i dont know wht to do. cause i have no shoulder to tell. hahahaha. damn weird.hahhaa. now i always felt left out all the time. well, they never know who i really am because i dont know. this is the hardest part. should i tell them the truth part? i could lose them forever. yea. my feelings told me to just shut up and go on with the flow. live your life hahaha. except when they asked me whts going on or so whtever. atleast i have told him wht going on with me. only they.two person. hahhaa. lately, i felt the person is somewhere near me. but i dont know who is the person. maybe him, could be him. maybe not. well, i have to keep searching. its damn bored sitting here. alone. went back home. alone. went hang out. alone. sucks. i hate being alone. i gotta be somebody. well, life isnt fair. so i take it as a test from god. haha. gila bajet. lol. the sky is always grey. i hope a person can change my grey sky fade to blue.

another damn day :)

2008-12-24T01:56:00.000+08:00

yap, today i cant control myself. i felt like angry all the time. maybe after playing dota with arif this evening. yaa.
that sucks. hmm, then, my father. i blew it, and yell at my father.-.-
long story. it ssucks. now i feel terrible. i wish i could spend more time with my best friend,
so my day could filled with happiness. hahaaa, so damn bored. stuck at my house.
cant go anywhere cause i'm the babysitter. -.-
damn it. lalalalala, now i'm trying to sleep earlier. wanna get used to it. hahhaaa.
kk. chow

save me from the dark

2008-12-22T18:13:00.000+08:00

hai :)
i'm actually too lazy to update but i'm too bored ;P
so nothing much, last saturday went to sunway with iyad.
well, its fun. watching histeria. -.- abit scary.
hahaha, better watch cicakman 2. but theres a kid making fun of the movie -.-
he say, " tu tulang ayam", " takutnya" -.-
all people in the theater laughing. haha. almost all.
then we sight seeing shirts, games and toilet. hahaa.
iyad went 2 times. drink water too much i guess. after sunway, we took a bus to summit.
haha, cari buku hehe. hahaaaa. i found it. hahaa, its tittle "gelora nafsu". rofl.
then go mamak eat. but its too late for me cause my father arrived and he dont liked to wait -.-
so after my maggie goreng tapau, i went home, leaving iyad alone. :O
i should say to my father we're eating first. haiz, me can walk home but my father came already, cant do nothing.
ahahha, sorry. than the night, my sister arrange her birthday party which i cant invite any of my friends -.-
damn her. btw no one came to her party. like only 5 people came. so lame. only syafiq can come because her lil sis is friend with me sis. ahaha. my lil sis kena ceramah. ahahaa. my mother said suppose to invite me friends, hahaha. thats the punishment for dengki. HAHA. i felt quite fun kenakan my sis. hahaha. kk. hungry. chow .
lalaa :)

ooh, title :P

2008-12-19T02:17:00.000+08:00

hey yo :P

yeah, only today i know where is the title -.-
but whtever, for this one week, i'm simply alone.
my friends go cuticuti malaysia and i'm stuck here. walalala.
well, today me go watch the day earth stood still .
kinda okay2. fun though :P
well, nothing to do but late night dota with faris o.o
damn bored. so chow. night2

2008-12-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

me, safwan, jamil, ariff

yeay. i'm home :D

lol. after 6 days at my hometown. -.-

well, it was DAMN bored. nothing to do.

except playing cards and ps1. lalalalala.

FIRST DAY,

well, sampai kat kampung kul 12 kot. so salam2 semua org. pastu jumpa cousin semua but semua shy-ish. lol. taktahu kenapa -.-' and then as usual me with my cousin pergi ronda-ronda kampung. best. dapat gak udara segar. haha. then pergi kandang kambing nak sembelih. lol.

tak sanggup nak tgk kambing tu kena sembelih. hahaa. agak meriah la hari pertama ni. :P

SECOND DAY,

its hari raya korban/aidil adha . pergi semayang then blablabla. makan sedap plak. ahaha. gulai kambing je tak. ahaha. then pergi tangkap gambar. malas nak upload. then takde benda nak buat, nasib baik my sister bawak uno. best. main vampire guna kad uno. haha . pastu petang tu my mum kena balik sebab esok kena kerja sudah. so semua gi hantar my mum kat airport. lepas hantar my mum, pergi tidur kat rumah pak long. then makan lagi. memang gemuk ah balik nanti. lol.

THIRD DAY,

semua bangun awal, sbb nak gi THE CARNIVAL. best gak. dia mcm sunway lagoon wet park tapi sunway lagoon lagi best. :D but atleast dapat hilangkan bosan. lalalla. then sampai2 kat carnival lupa bwk baju nak salin. -.- masuk2 takde org lagi datang. woo. best. mula2 aku dgn geng laki2 terus terjun. haha. lupa plak nak pakai sunblock. abis ah hitam. hahhaha.then lepas main kat river, main slide plak. ade dua, satu kaler hijau lagi satu kaler biru. yg hijau bosan but yg biru menakutkan. hahahha. so naik yg biru skali je. hahaha. seriously menakutkan. hahhaa.

pastu takde ride sgt pun, main river je la. sampai kul 4. naik2 satu badan rasa pedih. sunburn. cis.

DAY FOUR,

hee, hari ni takde buat ape2 sangat kecuali main kad. lalallaa.

bosan sgt main kad sampai terpaksa buat benda2 bodoh nak bagi gusi tak kering. hahah. macam2 panggilan bagi kat org. diorang panggil aku bang shad. HAHAHHA. gila ah. siap ade cara dia sendiri. ahahaha.

DAY FIVE,

lalallaa, satu lagi hari yang bosan. takde ape2 selain kad dan badminton dan hujan. :) dan hari ni la baru tau yg my cousins yang laki hisap rokok. -.-'. hisap kat tandas. dah la bwh 14 tahun. sorang 11 lagi satu 14. cis. siap ajak aku lagi, but aku tak ambik ah. bau pun dah tak tahan. hahhaa.

dah la hampir kantoi sbb aku kecoh2. best oh. hahhaha.

LAST DAY,

pergi lata bayu! mandi sungai pukul 9 . 0.0 sejuk gila siot. letak kaki je dah mengigil. -.-' turun sekali je. tu pun skejap. tak tahan. sejuk gila babi.

hahhaa. pastu ade jumpa banyak kucing. semua cantik2. mcm nak cubit je. ahahhaha. pastu balik ke usj. :P

well, aktiviti kat sana tak byk, makan je banyak. setiap 2 jam makan nasi. sbb bosan sgt kot. but whatever. hahha. sempat berwebcam lagi tu. hahaha. lupa nak rotate. korang pusing je la kepala.

2008-12-05T17:02:00.000+08:00

hallo :P

hmm, lama tak update xD
okay2, well, on tuesday patutnya nak ambik reportcard but kerani tu tak bagi. WTH . dia kata kena ambik dgn parents. padahal ambik je reportcard. takde interview atau ape2 pun. just ambik je. siot nya kerani.
dah la kena marah dgn hariz. hahah. tapi best kacau dia. lol. hari rabu takde apeape sgt. bangun pun pukul 5 petang. -.-' haha. khamis plak pun takde ape2. heee :DD
k ah. chow. :s

2008-12-02T01:16:00.000+08:00

yow. :D

baru smalam tulis hari ni tulis lagi. -.-

dah bosan melanda. takleh bwt ape2. heee :DD
hari ni just fine, until my cousinsa come -.-
tgh tidur seedap2 suruh bangun plak. haihh.
nak ke taknak kena bgn la jugak kan? tak pasal2 dapat ceramah lak karang.
so bored kena stay kat rumah. patutnya nak gi rumah hariz main 360. -.-'
but atleast makcik aku masakk sedap :DD . pastu mlm nya pulak, rasa cam aku telah buat ramai org marah. i think so :S. atleast dia berwords dgn aku. ^^

so tata. goodnight. :D

2008-12-01T02:16:00.000+08:00

hey yo :P

my first time bloggy :DD

thanks to catnenek atas tunjuk ajar. taktau nak ckp ape ni. haha. lol.

Okay, i'll introduce you all my life :)

well, my life not that perfect but nothing is perfect right? Eventhough my life sucks, atleast i got my family and frens :D . Mostly my frens, they never failed to cheer me up and making me laugh all the times. i love them. they know who they are :P . Everytime, everynight, i thought about them. What they've done to me and what we've done together.

enough with my life, its about me now :D. well, my name is Muhammad Irshad bin Mohd Noor. you can call me irshad. i've seen light for the first time at 29th March 1994. i'm a boy ( du-uh) :P.

Love;
eat
dota
him ( HAHA )
her ( maybe )
chat
frens
hotel's toilet ;0

Hate;
hypocrites
backstabers
annoying person
dogs
durians
racist
him ( not the same person :P )

thats all about me iguess. btw, i'm wolverine berbulu ^^.
HAHAHA. night-night guys.